One thing after another. And now it's just, getting a bit too depressing. I don't understand what has been going on. What have I done wrong? Why is this suddenly happening? Why dont you confide in me anymore? I thought we were the closest friends could ever get.. I would tell you everything that happened to me that day, good or bad. But somehow, you never really thought that was important. I know you dont rely on me as much as I rely on you. You're my everything. But I'm not sure who I am to you anymore. Am I a burden? Am I just someone you get tired of after being too long around me? I trust you as my best friend, as someone who can calm me down when Im angry, cheer me up when Im sad, encourange me when I've given up. Someone who's always been there for me. And suddenly, something new comes by and you're just, washed away by the waves. Tell me, did I do something wrong? Night after night, cry myself to sleep. Already the weather is so damn hot, I think Im deyhdrated. Oh God, please help me! I dont know what to do. Already I have so little people I trust. And this has to happen. Im so confused. I dont understand. I just really dont understand. Please make him see some sense?..