Adam Lambert
Better than I know myself


"Cold as ice
And more bitter than a December
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say
Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Coz I'm lost without you

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now
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But I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

I get kind of dark
Let it go to far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Cause I need you now
So don't let me down
You are the only thing in this world
I would die without

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

Coz if I wanted to go
I woulda gone by now but
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave
I woulda left by now
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know my self."


I hate it when this happens..
































I feel like I've lost all of this..



















"Coz if I wanted to go, I would have gone by now but..
I really need you near me
To keep my mind off the edge..
If I wanted to leave, I would have left by now coz..
You're only one that knows me, better than I know myself.."


All the while, I've been asking myself, why am I still here?
when something goes wrong, I ask myself, are you unhappy? for that moment,yes.
Everything else blacks out. All the wonderful memories we ever shared is overshadowed by anger, sadness, hate, disappointment..
This song right here, may be the reason why I stay.
I never could quite get a grip on why I stay for so long..
but now I know.
You make me happy every morning when you wish me "good morning" even when I'm still asleep..
You keep me company when I need you most..
You take good care of me, sorry I can't do the same quite as well..

But to every joy, tears will find its way in..
and I guess this is one of those moments.
I dont know when this will end. I dont know how you're feeling.
But to me, it seems like, you want to be always right. and I'm tired of trying to explain myself.
I give up.