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When she cries
Thursday, December 1, 2011, Thursday, December 01, 2011
Sometimes it just happens. A sudden rush of feelings, pictures of other people's awesome lives on facebook, a gather of thoughts, observation. Then she just cries. Coz her life is nothing like what others have or seem to be having. Maybe sometimes she's sincerely having fun. At other times, she just puts on a fake smile, trying to fit in, wishing you would sweep her off her feet, away from this, and into a world where its just you and her. Coz ur the only one whose presence keeps her smiling inside and out.
When she cries, she's thinking of not one, not two, but a few things thats been or is or has been bothering her. Her mind is in hysteria, you're confused, and nothing is making things better. Is she convinced that you love her and that you want her as much as she wants you, as much as she needs you. It sounds cliche to need someone right? but if ur in deep love, or have been there, you'd know what I mean. When she cries.. Ask her why, eventhough you may already know why. When she cries.. Tell her you love her and shower her with assurance that you'll be there for her. When she cries.. Give her a hug to comfort her heart. When she cries.. And nothing seems to work, try something you havent done in a long time. She misses those things you used to do. When she cries.. No matter how angry she is, no matter how hard she tries to push you away, she just wants you close, giving her a shoulder to cry on. When she cries.. Surprise her. When she cries.. She cries herself to sleep, hoping it would all be behind her when she wakes up. But that never works, coz she stays up longer than she should, trying to figure out why she's crying in the first place.. Love, Me. |



